January 2010
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Well then.
Today was crappy.
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“One day, you’ll see.
You’ll see that somewhere.
Deep down.
You...”
– Me
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Some days, I lay awake at night and it’s so quiet, that all I can hear, all I can feel is my heart beating.
Such a strong muscle, pumping the life into your body, through millions of channels, faster than you can fathom.
Yet as I hear my heart beat, beat, beating against my ribcage, I’m afraid on day it’ll just
stop.
That one day it’ll just give up, exhausted, torn and...
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“People say love is heart over mind.
I think both your mind and your heart know...”
– Me
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“If raindrops were like compliments, I’d shower you with them daily.”
– Me
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Ogata Hiroto, I have fallen more in love with you.
Hiroto: I think it’s sad. Everyone takes advantage of someone when they fail, they say “I was waiting for that!”. When that happens I just think “Is there a purpose in doing that?”. The person who failed at doing something is the one that understands that the most. Even if someone says something harsh to you, they would immediately know if it was said out of love, or...
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“Sometimes it seems the harder you try to hold onto
something or someone the...”
– (via thewordsalloverme)
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Don't walk out of my life. I still need you.
Dear Justin,
Please call us. This is too much.
You haven’t called us since October and you said you would be home for Christmas but you never showed up. I was expecting you to make a random appearance like you always do but then there was nothing.
It’s January.
Mom and dad have already called your base in Kentucky and they say you’re alive, you’re breathing,...
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Present making~
Yesterday Meika came up from Greenfield and we hung out. Then we went to Micheal’s and Wal-Mart for supplies and shirts to make Cory birthday presents for her birthday in March.
I’ve been doing a lot of sewing and stuff but it’ll be worth it. Cory’s one of my best friends and even though we’ve only hung out four times in person, I feel so close to her.
So...
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Write one leaf about tea.
(via writeoneleaf)
I never used to really like tea. I used to hate it, the way it tasted, smelled, looked. But as I got older, I now order hot tea at Black Bear Diner, I like drinking Aloe Tea (thanks to Ariyanti’s tea party). I guess the taste just grew on me and I’ve grown to like it.
I have a sneaking suspicion that I’ve liked it due to wanting to be more Asian in a way...
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Write one leaf imagining your own funeral.
(via writeoneleaf)
It’s strange thinking about my future funeral because I know that one day, it’ll happen and I won’t be there. That’s a very scary thought, one that consumes me sometimes. Like, who would even be there at my funeral? Will my parents live to see me die tragically, and how many of my enemies and people I dislike will show up?
Will I be laying there in the...
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Repeat.
I actually have a set of clothes called ‘funeral clothes’.
And I did go to another funeral today.
Earlier today I talked with my grandma’s sister in Spain and she sounded so much like grandma that I couldn’t stop crying.
Everything just comes back to her in the end. I have to accept that some day.
For now it just hurts.
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Yes. Please, yes.
fuckyeahhlove:
I want a boy; just some skin and some rough hands, some whispered words and harsh breathing. I want to laugh at you and cry for you and miss you so much it aches and wrap myself around you. I want to feel the weight of you, to hear the sirens, to run until my breath gives out, I want to smash things and remake them with blood on my hands. I could stand in the rain until I’m...
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“I saw your face online the other day, and I had no idea who you were, but you...”
– i wrote this for you (via fuckyeahhlove)
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