Feeling shit but also good at the same time. I really want to get all the goods to everyone but I’m limited to leave the city to go back to my apartment because of money and my friend needing me to be with her through all of this rough time.
We had another incident yesterday with him where he got drunk and was saying random shit and it was really pissing me off and then he cried and was so so drunk. He probably didn’t know half or remember half of what he was saying.
I just want to get my nails done and over with today and then go back to k-u-r-a-g-e's apartment and sleep forever. We just wanna be lesbians together for fucks sake haha.
I’m on the way to get my nails done by my friend for free but it should blow over well and look really pretty. So that’s something to look forward to.
I’m back on my medicine for the first day in several days and I feel better already. I feel like communicating with people isn’t so urgent and that I’m not exactly bothering everyone I talk to when I talk to them.
I can’t really explain it but I just want to keep myself in check and not fly off the handle so much. I never had time to properly grieve over the breakup I had last week but I know that I grieved more than enough in the relationship than when I was out of it so maybe that says a lot.
Off to my lessons today after canceling and being a really bad teacher for awhile.